Awkward Moments

Well we had my brother-in-law's birthday party last night at my mother-in-law's house and it was the first time we had seen his fiance(the nanny) since she left Leilani in the swing for 5 hours in one day. It was definately uncomfortable at first and I would have to say when she asked if she could hold Leilani I really wanted to say no, but I managed to be nice and at the end I even hugged her goodbye. I don't know if I have all the sudden become more aware of other people's feelings because it is a mommy-gene that all mom's have or if it's just part of getting older but I can tell you that 2 years ago if that had happened we wouldn't have been able to be in the same room let alone would I have hugged her goodbye. I was pretty proud of myself for handling that moment as well as I did because I was pretty upset when I watched her to that to my baby on the nanny-cam!!

Baby fever already???

So last night we are getting ready to go to sleep and my husband asks me, "Not that I am saying I want to right this second or anything but, if I was ready in the next few months to start trying to have another baby would you be ready?" I about choked!! I even mentioned having another baby in a few years and he was always quick to say, "No, one is enough!" but now here he is when our daughter turns 6 months old on Friday and he's asking if I'm ready for another one??? He said that she is just getting so much more fun now that she's able to react to things and more interactive than she was when she was first born. I do want to have another baby at some point but I think that the next few months might be a little soon. I also guess I just am having a bit of an issue with it because I thought it would be more of an argument when I was ready for another baby, and now it seems I may have to slow him down!! LOL

Dash minerals

So my cousin and I are going to try our hand at owning our own business! We found a company called dash minerals that makes a product very similar to the popular mineral makeups out there but carries one less ingredient that is known to cause itching. We are going to be consultants. I've always enjoyed doing makeup and I've always been the one everyone comes to when they want their makeup done for a special night. I figure this is just the next step! I don't have a website yet but I am working on that next. Anyone interested in more information can email me at dashminerals@hotmail.com

Girls Night Out

I am soooooo excited for my girls night out tomorrow night!! I haven't gone out in now almost 6 months and it's just going to be me and the girls. No hubby, and no baby!! I think I will miss them while I am out but I am definatly not going to let that stop me from having the fun I desperatly deserve!! We are going to start off at a bar where we can just sit and chat and then head off to another bar that is more like an adult arcade which should be fun. My cousin, Angie is coming and she really wants to dance so we may have to hop to yet one more bar to squeeze some dancing in. I, however, will not be found on the dance floor. I haven't lost all the baby weight and I keep telling my cousin that nobody wants to see a fat girl jiggling on the dance floor. I will leave the dancing to her. I will definatly take pictures and post some later. For now because I hardly ever post any pics I am going to add one to this post of my adorable baby girl!!

Men suck!!

I am about to go postal on my hubby! I don't understand why men think they need to lie about the dumbest stuff! You know that I'm going to be mad at you for lying and that I will probably be mad at you for whatever the reason was that you thought you needed to lie in the first place so why then do you keep putting us through this same argument by coming up with lies?!? I am at the end of the rope here and not sure what to do. I love my husband but we keep having the same arguments over and over and nothing ever changes!

Finally, a breakthrough!

I finally feel like I've gotten somewhere with my hubby on the whole his mom wanting to watch our daughter once a week drama! I don't think he necessarily wants it to be this way but he said that he would agree to a compromise of her not watching her regularly as long as we called his mom first whenever we needed a sitter. To which, I promptly agreed knowing full well that I probably won't stick to that agreement but hey the way I see it he told me three times if things didn't work out and I didn't like his mom watching our daughter that I could take her somewhere else but each of those three times she was right back at his mother's house the next week. So if he can tell me little white lies to get his way then I should be able to do the same!